Un/ity

All around me white is all I see

from the clouds above to the flying doves

Wedding bells are beginning to disrupt my sleep

Diamond Rings and flashy things

Does this make everything right?

All the nights you stayed awake to cry

those days you looked in the mirror and asked why

Whats wrong with me you think

never stopping a beat to blink

Close your eyes dear its not worthwhile

Don't lose your pride in the glistening isle

too flawed too daunting that's me don't you see

How long dear did you feel it near

praying at night with radical faith

bargaining with your fear

When does time catch up with dreams

the ones we had in the early year

the ones we see far and near

be careful they say dont scare him dear

you never know if he will stay

and to this I say ... I think i'm going to be sick

The way I see it

I was thrown some words and phrases to which I answered with my opinion. It's a fun little thing to do when your bored.

The secret- is to find out what the secret is. To always love instead of hate. To always have high morals and respect those you love.
Teenage girls- dont want your advice they just want your sympathy
I've learned- that you dont appreciate the things you dont pay for yourself
The good guy- will always win in my book. Who wants to spend their life with a jerk?
My friends- are funny, mature and respectful
It is enough- to try your hardest and still fail
Survival has- been programmed into our brains and heart and only gets stronger when we need it
It's important- to live like your dying, because you are and the people you take forgranted wont always be here for you
The bass player is- usually fat ( dont get mad i said usually not always!)
Tuesday is- never the best day of the week, should I look forward or behind?
I should have- planned much much better
We are all here- for a purpose, find yours then work at it
My father was- someone I didn't look forward to meeting
I had a client- that was crazy EVERY SINGLE WORKDAY!
Accounting is not math- its the 6th circle of hell
It's been ten years- since I was just trying to be a normal 10 year old in a not so normal environment
After four hours- with you I realize that lonelines is not far out of sight

The worst part- of not knowing is the images and thoughts you create out of dispair
Don't waste- me with your tomorrows, tomorrow may never come, God never promised it to us. I'll explain more tomorrow ;)
If the neighborman- needs a cup of sugar I've got plenty
Cowboys- are hot (enough said)
My mother was- a mother, a father, a friend - and still is
A man- should always have facial hair, never use "im a guy" as an excuse for being a jerk, be a man not a boy, support himself and try to find his inner woman if he ever wantsto succeed in a relationship
Fear is- of the unknown. Past, present, future
There's that line- in Dumb and Dumber when Jim Carrey says "big gulps ehh boys" Cracks me up EVERYTIME
I'm afraid - Of being a single mom one day
I'm not afraid - of dying, heaven has to be much better than this